Today Was A Fairytale;
Iqmal Hijaz, the name that never slip my mind even for a second. He is the person who is responsible for carving smiles on my face. I love being around him. He is a very positive vibe that is so irresistible. I never knew I needed someone to fill this empty space in my heart until I met him. He make me realized that everyone needs someone to share their laugh and pain with. Everyone wants to feel special, to feel needed. He showed that to me. I love everything about him. I accept him as he is, flaws and all. I love it when he shows how much he loves me, I love it when he hugs me and make me feel that I have the world. I love it when he 'perasan', I love it when his being flirty. I love it when his horny. Haha! I love when he calls me with sweet names. I love it when he kissed me. I love it when he hold my hands, it feels so right. The spaces between my fingers is where yours fits perfectly. I love it when he don't gives a damn with what people think of him. I love it when he love the way he is and never try to impressed people. I love it when he don't even care about his appearance, a simple guy. I love it when he gets jealous. I love it when his being oh-so-cute! I love it when his being sweet and romantic. I love it when he thinks his right when his not. I love the feeling being around him. I love it that he accept me as I am. I love it when his being hard-headed but occasionally. I love it when he shows that I'm the only one that he sees. I love everything about him. Most important of all, I love him with all my heart.
My hearts longs for you. My hearts longs to be filled with joy by your smile. My heart longs for my love, respect and adoration to flow to you as I gently kiss your lips. My heart longs to be warmed when I hold you in my arms. Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true. I am just writing to show the world how much I love you. From the moment that we met, til our last kiss I have always loved you. I have never stopped loving you. You are one of the most remarkable people I've ever known. You're kind, caring, compassionate, loving and incredibly sexy. When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness no one else has before. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. I know that I don't want to even imagine. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. My caveman, my sexy monster, there is nothing on this Earth that I could ever give you that would ever come close to how I feel about you. I want to be with you for the rest of your life, and I hope you feel the same. If only you knew how much I want to stay in your life. Is it wrong to be so young, yet feel so strong about you? I do not know what love is. But if it means caring for you, respecting you, believing in you and putting your happiness above my own, then I am in love. This is not lust or a silly crush. I really do love you.
Since day one we've shared something incredible, something that most people only dream of. I had been searching for you all of my life. You have made me the happiest I have ever been. You are sincere, caring, loving man, and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I am so thankful and blessed that you loved me as much as I loved you, and that you made me your partner. Did you know that I tasted heaven? It's true. I tasted heaven the day I met you. And when we kissed, you sent me flying, dancing on the clouds while the stars sent down some loving light to shine upon us. You're a incredible person inside and out. You possess the grace of a dove, soaring into a never-ending shock of blue and downy white. And you have all the kindness and passionate of an angel bathed in heavenly light. That's what you are to me, my very own guardian angel, and I'll always own a tiny bit of heaven as long as you're part of my heart. What further words can describe what we have together? For our love to grow as it has this past months, I took with every beat of my heart. Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other. You have always had the key to my heart, and you inside my heart has made me more than I can ever be. Though the sea separates us till that special day, I know we take each breath with every beat, and always together as one. I love you with all that I am.
I could kiss you a thousand times and still not be satisfied. My love for you is endless, so tender, so hot and complete. I swear to God I want you in my life. I love you more and more with each day passing and it eases me to know as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more then yesterday and tomorrow will be more then today. My love for you cannot be measured by words alone as love does express my true feelings for you. When I think of our love it reminds me of all the things you are to me. You and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize how much I want you! You show the true meaning of how a man should treat a woman. For the first time in my life I have something to believe in. You've seen me at my worst and still take me as I am. I thank God for you every day because I know you're heaven sent, you are my angel. I love you from now till death do us part. The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like I have been taken to Cloud 9 and I haven't gone down until now. Right after you uttered those words I asked myself, "Do I love you?", and as I look for the answer, I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to? No. I then realized that I have already fallen in love with you, and yes. I am so in love with you! In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of, to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled. You filled that hole. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I tell you a million times a day, each day that I love you. Although you reciprocate these feelings, I am sure that you have no inkling of the magnitude of exactly what they mean to me. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me. You may not even realize it. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me. My answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart. You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, intelligent, talented, kind-hearted, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring, loving, passionate, handsome and an incredibly sexy man with "killer abs" I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand.
You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us. Today, I give my life to you, my heart, my mind, and my soul. I belong to you now. This may start sounding like a poem. I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.










